stumbled upon

wishing ain’t enough, it’s a MUST-have list.

The only thing I need to complete my bedroom.

ASPELUND

Wardrobe with 2 doors, white

$299 (from Ikea)

The deep-rooted desire to finish off what I’ve started Casio Privia PX-130

Yes it has to be at home.

Aibi AB-T970 American Series Seattle Runner Treadmill

Because there’s no such thing as too many of them.

Honey BrownTraveler Lambskin Tote from Etsy

A gadget I’ve always longed for.

Sony NEX-C3

My long-due necklace to go along with my pretty pendant.

Tiffany & Co. oval link chain

Because beauty comes from within.

Stella McCartney Eve Gigling Underwire bra

teehee

sweetness is

forgoing one less wing in order to have enough loose change for a girlfriend’s request

*melts*

missing you.

tonight, let’s

chase the wind, love the rain.

Text me: I’ll over-analyze it.

Text me: I’ll over-analyze it..

It’s funny because I almost think the same.

invisible

Because

some part of me knows that I can’t make you give up something despite the ‘insignificance’.

ultimately it all points to the fact that going through a little bit of trouble to end everything is just too much work to keep a person happy

it’s ‘nothing’ and yet I’m even lower than that since ‘nothing’ gets to stay even when it upsets me

you use your trump card by blaming it on your personality of not being able to leave a repeated message un-replied so soon, and For something as tiny or non-existent

I would stop pursuing for I could not and never want to change you for who you are

I agree, browsing a few more pictures and reading an extra tweet or so is unworthy of my emotions

the problem is

I’m less than that because you Just couldn’t give it up

for me.

Once

The feeling of being chased happens only once in each relationship.

Prolong this duration as long as possible, or better still, don’t get caught.

The part where you make weird excuses just to meet each other, travel all the way down just to chat for hours, rush to find internet access to check if I’m online, text me the location of the dental clinic near my area. Once you even offered to be my bag-carrier when I had to get groceries, even though it takes an hour via bus?

Looking back from this point, it’s painfully sweet.

touched

We live carelessly because we don’t want things to matter. We do things independently, refusing help because we don’t want to be too attached to what might possibly not be around in time to come.

never again

the mourning only came the day after. the loss of a precious object; the little gift that came along with full of thought has turned into a useless object and thus a tiny little part of me is sobbing and blaming her at the same time.

and the sigh gets louder when you know you’ve been consistently NAGGING to place it away from potentially harmful substances.

note to self: never ever buy electronics for the partner